This memorial website has been created to remember an amazing mother, wife, sister, daughter, and friend. Rhonda was an absolutely amazing women. Lucky for me, I am her daughter. I woke up this morning realizing that this is all a reality. That this is all very true. The last few days of my life have been more sureal then anyone can ever imagine, and sitting here today, I am not really sure if i even believe it. My Mom, Rhonda, was the most amazing women I have ever met in my life. She was always there for me no matter what. I can remember as a child wanting nobody but her and today I have those very same feelings but in the days to come I am going to experience the first times she never came when I called out for her. The cards the letters the words of encouragement the constant hugs and the constant love that my family has recieved in last few days is what brings me here at this moment. I am creating this website FOR EVERYONE that loves her, I wanted to create a place that we can all have to come and remember her, and to continue loving her, we are going leave stories, memories, sad feelings, we are going to cry here, we are going to laugh here, but most importantly we are going to come here to remember her so please load pictures, leave stories light candles whatever you feel you need to do. This is what i am going to do for everyone that is there for me and my family. You are all doing so much for me so this is what I am doing for you.... I LOVE YOU ALL, AND I LOVE HER......Rest in peace my sweet Mother you will be loved in heaven as much as we love you here, watch over us take care of us like you did, and we all be together again soon...
Mom, as I am sooo incredibly sure you know I have sat here so many times trying to add to this with no success here I am trying again...lets hope this one makes it....where to begin how about i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you....i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you....i need you i need you i need you i need you....these last days and weeks have been insanely difficult...i am totally a lost soul now i am sure of it...so many times i have been having a bad moment and have walked right to your room to lie in your arms and have you help me sort out my problems only to realize half way there that your comforting arms are no longer there to make everything better...what am i supposed to do mom without you? Everyone says that things will get easier but i do completely believe right now that they are all lying to me. Nothing will ever get better without you mom you make everything better for me you always have as much as i am grown up i still need my mom more then anything i really think that as a child you appear to need your mom more then as an adult but you really need her more as an adult anyone can change diapers and drop you up and pick you up from school but your mother guides you through all the deep difficult emotional decisions your mother helps you make life changing decisions. Your mother is the one that holds you close and is the only person that can promise you from the bottem of her heart that she will make sure that everything is going to be okay and mean it. As odd as it might be one of the things that really rattles me the most is simply bean and bacon soup...i have searched high and low for that recipe, i saw you make it a million times i helped you a few times to and still i have no idea in the world how to even begin to make it....how can something so minor in the grand scheme of things hurt so much?...i never knew that i would never be able to enjoy such a meal again and i hate that more then anything some nights....Mom i just need you today so much and i know more then anything that i will need you a little bit more tommorrow then i did today. I am scared out of mind to live another day without you....i honestly can't even figure out how i got this far......i love you mom thank you for coming by my dreams every now again i cherish those moments with you..i love you mom soooo much i don't think anyone can ever understand