Words can not express the roller coaster of emotions that last 5 years have brought to my soul...Wishing you could physically join me on this journey in life...the times i have cried out and reached for you are countless...missing you every moment of my life...xoxo
Seems like yesterday you were planning our first Girls Christmas Party at your place! We had such fun just drinking , eating and talking with each other! It's that time of year again already the years just seem to fly lately! But time does slow when I think about you and how much you are missed my friend. Sure do miss our talks and laughs we had together! Everyone is hanging on some moving forward and some are just plain stuck but hopefully they will get moving soon! I bet your very proud of Lyns she has stuck to her plan and is doing what she said she would you defintely raised that girl to be strong and independent! Matt is coming along well I'm sure he will find his place sooner rather than later! Love you miss you and will have a drink for you on the 17th!
This christmas season brings me to the same place the last several have. Wondering why your not here and how can i go on without you. But i guess theres always this bittersweet feeling that i am not missing you alone and that you are always with me in spirit following me around i feel you and within the hearts of those who loved you the most. I still constantly thank you for making all the wonderful friends you did without out them i can't say where i would be. Life seems to slowly roll on as another year is about to pass us by. This to leaves me wondering what your plans would be this year and wishing that maybe i spent a few more holidays with you soaking up all that what i know now was precious time. Patti and Kevins tonight won't be the same without however i know you sit with Don and wonder still why he won't share that rum and eggnog with you. This year has this odd tranquility to it. Perhaps after all these years the realization that you are not coming back is beginning to sink in. however it is still to hard to believe and again this year i plan on getting through on thinking your enoying that wonderful holiday to Italy you always wanted and for some reason i let you go during the holidays. I think this year all i want for christmas is another Dance with you in my dreams. Merry Christmas Mom...Missing you more then words can say....Love you forever and always...
WELL BIRTHDAY GIRL REMEMBER THE TIME I RENTED THE BUS AND TOOK ALL OF US TO THE BIC CITY OF T.O TO SEE THE STRIPPERS EVERYONE FAVORITE WAS HOT CHOCOLATE, MAN HE WAS BIG. BIRTHDAYS LIKE THAT WILL ALWAYS REMIND IN MY MIND. YOUR WERE REALLY A TRUE AND GREAT FRIEND AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU ON YOUR BIRTHADY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, MAKE A WISH AND BLOW OUT THE CANDLES
Couldn't help but smile at Dar's memory! I had to miss that trip but it sounded like a blast! Another weekend has come and gone without you and the hole is ever present. We always have a shooter or two for you though you are with us always. We can now actually talk about you and smile instead of having the tears pour down! But the ache remains for us all. Wishing you here with us to talk, laugh, drink and cry even. Miss you Rhonda so very much life keeps ticking on but your absence looms ever large! Watch over us all some us really need it lately! Here's to you dear friend you always made our weekends away because of your sense of humor and being able to control all the moods lol Love you miss you see you soon!
Love Shell
XXOO
